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| Date of Birth | 12/2006 |
| Date of Death | 8/2006 |
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Samantha Lucia Belanger
Aug 10 2006
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Brandon Mantobia
No you did not have any brothers or sisters .
I was only five months with you we not ready to be born you where born to soon I lost you
becuse of the friborids you did not have enoght room to grow any more. The day mommy lost you was
on August the 10th of 2006. It was the a relly sad day for mommy Samantha and my dream of been a
mom had goen again. I had lost one way back in may 18 of 2003. He or she would have been your big
brother or sister mom did not know what it was mom was just a know for a few weeks that she was
going to have him or her. Now again you where goen for ever to mom cryed alot and some times still
do i will never forget you my baby girl the pic mom put up for you when i set up this site for you
is me your mommy when when I had my first bithday and the others in the pic are gandma and
grandpa when they got married in March 1 first 1969 and the 2 boys are my 2 older brothers daniel
he was 4 years and Fernand was almost 3 years old. This year seeing my brothers who have they
kids here with them and you 2 are up with god lifestill hurt alot is not fair some times love you
Sam i wish you a Marry Chrismas today.
Mom and dad try for many years to have kids we found out way back i in 1988 mom was having
lots of pain. And when the doc and the doc did surgery and found out that i had endometriosis.
Your dad and me were told by the doc go home and have a baby and that will make it better we where
not ready to be parends then we only been married for not evern a year then and we had moved to
Brandon and so we still try to get pregant and took us tell 2004 April to get there mom was
findly there but the i lots your brother or sister just a few days after mom found out we were and
that relly hurt to alot mom relly want that baby but it was goen before mom could ever tell any one
the good news when i told ever one about it not good news it was sad news that it he or she was
already up in heaven.
Then we keep in trying some more was getting alot harder to try because i was getting sick
alot with the fibroids now that mom was told i had 3 of them growing in my uterus and the doc keep
on saying that it ok to still keep on trying to have a baby he awas saying it nothing to worrie
about and to keep on trying if you do the preagant the baby will be ok little did i know that it
was not ok and that why i lots you all becuase of the them doc telling me it was ok to have them
in there and you would be ok.
But the were wong and i lots you any how mom was relly sad when she was lots you it was the
hardes thing in the world i have ever doen was give bith to you and you where all ready goen. I had
to do all alone to you dad was not there at all for it he was to busy sleep at home and they where
calling him bye the time he came to be with me i had it was all doen and goen it was relly hard on
me i relly wanted you more then any thing i ever wanted my hole life. I have alway wanted to have
a baby of my own i have alway loved kids and being around them too that why mom is a nanney too and
relly missing the kids alot and cant wait to be working with them again. And that why mom left you
dad to he was not there for me when mom need him the most and that way mom moved and is living with
her family now too i need them to get me out because right now mom is relly sick and lots of pain
and cant have my own life any more mom had to stop working and can not take care of herself i need
help with that tell i am better too .
And mommy knows that one day when i am all better will be a mom ever if my hads to adopt one i
well i know they are many kids out there that need a mom or dad to love them to. Bye for now my
little one mom will be back to talk too you hugs and kissed to and we talk soon .
Hi they Samatha hope your ok Mom has good news for hunny you have a new cousin she was born on April
2 she was 6lbs and 8oz. Will thanks to mommy friends that to care alot abut me and That i lost you
and have been by my side to help me get pass your lost. Thare are Geoff, Damon, mom chat hubby and
Kam , Julia and baby Steven, sis Christien, Dave , Brad , Sandra , and all of my and all of my other
true frinds that i have out there. Sorry that i can not add of you on here . But you all know who
you all are and thank you to all of you i thank you from the bottom of my heart that i have all of
you here for me. In my life ever day mom dose not know where i would be if i did not have all here
for me all this time mom is still relly sick and it been way to long that mom has to be in so much
pain and to have family that does not care about me at all relly hurt a lot and will for the rest of
my life . I will not forget on how bad and not nice they are to me rub in my face that they have
kids now and i do not relly hurts i do not care about them if they want to be like that fuck off you
2 i have many friends that are here for me and always will be mom will go now love you my baby we
talk soon ok love mommy.
Will 2 years today you been goen i love you and always will hugs and kisses to you my little one
mommy thinking of you on this day and your in my heart take care and talk soon my will light a
candie for you to for today .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOMMY
HI BABY GIRL WILL I THINKING OF YOU TODAY IT MOM BIRTHDAY I KNOW YOU UP THEY THINKING AND WISH MOM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY I MISS YOU BIG HUGS AND XXX TO YOU HUN LOVE YOU LOTS AND FOREVER TAKE CARE BIG HUGS BYE LOVE FROM MOMMY NOW HUGS
I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL HUGS
HI BABY GIRL MOMMY LOVES YOU AND MISS YOU HUGS TO YOU FROM YOUR MOMMY BIG HUGS HUGS HUGS IT STILL HURTS WHEN EVER I THINK OF YOU BABY GIRL BUT I GLAD AND HAPPY YOU DID COME AND I DID GET TO LOVE YOU AND MEET YOU MY BABY FOR EVER IN MY HEART BABY TAKE CARE LOVE YOU BYE FOR NOW HUGS AND XXX FROM YOU MOMMY LOVE YOU HUGS HUGS HUGS LOVE YOU LOTS HUGS
GUARDIAN ANGEL
At times when I am feeling sad
and think that no one cares,
I feel the vibrations of your wings
and know that you are here.
I then feel your tender touch
as you enfold me with His Love.
A yearning prayer has come to earth,
sent down from Father above.
I can never deny your presence.
You fill my heart with song.
All sad thoughts simply disappear,
knowing that I am not alone.
You loan me strength when I give out.
And you raise my courage up.
I can face my troubles head-on
Mortal thanks is not enough.
I will live each day I have
in humbleness and in prayer.
With heartfelt words I'll write
and with all others, share
WITH LOVE MARGARET
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HUG SAM
TODAY MOM MISS YOU LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER MY BABY GIRL I WANTED TO TALL YOU ITS AMBER ROSE AND CHRISTOPHER ROBIN 1ST BIRTHDAY TODAY MOM WANTED TO TELL YOU SO YOU CAN WISH THEM ONE I KNOW YOU DO BIG HUGS WISH YOU COULD HAVE BEEN HERE BUT I KNOW YOU CAN NOT BUT LOVE YOU HUN TAKE CARE WE TALK SOON I LIGHT A CANDLE FOR EACH OF THEM FOR YOU I KNOW YOU WANT ME TO BYE FOR NOW LITTLE ONE HUGS
SAM I LOVE YOU HUN
HI SAM MOMMY LOVE YOU LOTS EVER DAY I NEED YOUR HELP IF CAN ASK GOD TO HELP MOM BYE GETTING THE DOCS TO FIND OUT WHAT WONG WITH ME SO I WILL NOT BE SO SICK AND IN PAIN ANY MORE I HAVE ENOUGH OF IT AND NEED TO GET BETTER I REALLY CAN NOT TAKE THIS MUSH LONGER BABY IT REALLY GETTING TO ME NOW SWEETHEART AND IF YOU CAN NOT BABY THAT OK I KNOW YOU TRY YOUR BEST TO HELP MOM HUGS BYE FOR NOW BABY GIRL
Happy new you baby girl hugs
Hi Samatha love you always and for ever sorry mom did not light and candle on Dec 1st for you but I could not get it to work then hugs and xxx for you and hope great grand pa taking care of you now that he up there mom will soon do one for him wishing you an happy new year and hugs to you and all of mommy loved ones that are up there all of them are in hearts 4 ever take care bye for now love you lots and miss you more on days like this love from me your mom hugs
17th December 2008
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HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE
Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.
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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
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